我們兩個都是這個世界的新手 一起探索這未知的世界

                                                                                                                                                            

從國中就在KKCITY裡面打混

連男朋友都還沒交過的時候

 就已經在晚上關著燈偷偷地看著裡面著文章
                                                                               
幻想著有高大強壯並且堅定的男人
                                                                               
可以把我自己全權的交給他

把我的意志、自由剝奪
                                                                            
在我耳邊告訴真實的我是有多麼的淫蕩
                                                                               
讓小穴裡面因為羞辱反而充滿著淫水
                                                                               
並期待著主人滿滿的塞進小穴裡
                                                                               
甚至幻想著在野外露出調教
                                                                                                                                                                然而......時間過去........

沒有任何人知道

包括我自己都漸漸淡忘了這隱藏在心裡的秘密



我所有男朋友都對我很好
                                                                              
而我個性也像時下的女生一樣有點霸道並且好強
                                                                               
家教嚴格的我從來沒有讓任何人發現心中的幻想
                                                                                                                                                                交了好幾個男朋友始終都交不長久
                                                                                                                                                               
直到遇見了........................他......

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                Mr.M

                                                                                                                                                               
他是個溫柔的男人
                                                                            
 強壯 高大  寡言  甚至有點木訥
                                                                               
我從沒想過要與這種人在一起
                                                                               
活潑的我認識 M 整整一年和他講的話不超過10句

因緣際會下抱著試試看的心裡
                                                                               
想說找個愛我多一點的男人
                                                                               
總比我愛他他不愛我好
                                                                               
誰知道就這樣一起走過了好長的時間

而我也是在 M 的寵愛之下
                                                                               
一樣的野蠻一樣的專制
                                                                               
甚至半夜出去喝酒喝到早上還硬挖 M 起來接送

可以讓我盡情耍賴、任性總是包容著我
                                                                               
這樣一個溫柔體貼的男人
                                                                               
我還有什麼可以挑剔的......???????????








M 是個需求量很大的男人

如果要說性生活不滿足，那是一定不成立的

但心裡的小小的我總是感到不夠
                                                                            
渴望更火熱　更激情　更野性

可是卻從來不敢直接地說出口
                                                                               
愛面子的我,怎麼可以讓M知道自己事實上
                                                                            
是一個喜歡人家把我雙腳強張開

把全身最私密的地方給大家觀賞
                                                                               
最好可以把我的前後都塞滿了的淫蕩女孩

就讓這件事情當成祕密一直埋在我心裡吧
                                                      
某次與 M 聊天聊到我曾經有上BBS
                                                                               
健忘的我就大辣辣地給了 M 自己以前的帳號密碼
                                                                               
完全忘了自己在裡面留下來的聊天紀錄與網調內容
                                                                               
完完全全把自己心中所有幻想的情節寫得清清楚楚
                                                                               
當M告訴我他已經看過我裡面寫的所有內容

等於把我赤裸裸的全部檢視了一遍

一個我自己都不允許出現的內心深處的秘密…


我只想找個地洞鑽進去

誰知道 M 沒有驚訝沒有鄙視 

竟然開始詢問我可以接受什麼不可以接受什麼


                                                                                                                                                               
之後M就我約一起出遊
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             

白天與M就像一對一般的情侶
                                                                               
吃吃喝喝走馬看花玩的不亦樂乎

晚上就住在汽車旅館裡面

那時還特地為了取悅M偷偷的買了一件黑色馬甲

在他去洗澡的時候偷偷的把黑色馬甲換上

穿上了黑色丁字褲與吊襪帶

踏上了高跟鞋

期待著M出來後火熱的眼光

如同預期的看到M眼裡高漲的情慾

細細的把我從頭到腳都看過了一遍

看得我面紅耳赤，無地自容

M牽著我叫我坐在床上

溫柔的把我的眼睛蒙上
                                                                                                                                                               
這時的我還沒想到將會有什麼事發生在自己身上
                                                                                                                                                               
也不知道從這一刻開始我將不在是我

所有的自尊自信

將被羞愧與罪惡感俘虜

只是 M 的一隻寵物
                                                                               
M叫我不要講話
                                                                            
而我眼睛什麼都看不到
                                                                               
只能不斷地再到腦袋裡面思考著到底接下來會發生什麼事
                                                                            
 M略帶生澀的把我的雙手用靜電膠帶綁在腳踝上
                                                                               
雙腳因為和手綁再一起
                                                                               
大大的被M的被分開
                                                                               
而這時的我早就覺得羞恥到了不行

M 這時在耳邊和我說
                                                                                                                                                               
[你怎麼會濕成這樣...我什麼都還沒做啊..你怎麼會淫蕩成這樣]
                                                                                                                                                               
我全身上下所有的細胞都感到強烈的羞愧

身體的自由被剝奪，女孩身上最私密的地放就這樣被注視著
                                                                               
自己怎麼會這,我的自尊無法接受這樣的我
                                                                               
但身體卻更是誠實的感到強烈的刺激

也完全想像不到M竟然準備了好多的玩具

新買的跳蛋不斷逗弄著我的陰蒂
                                                                            
早就已經濕透的我怎麼忍受的住這樣的折磨很快地就高潮了
                                                                                                                                                               
但M卻連一點放過我的意思都沒有

興味盎然的享受著他的成果
                                                                               
混和著不斷湧出的淫水,把肛塞就這樣慢慢地擠進了菊花裡

而我只能哭喊 求饒 完全無法思考

腹部的異物感讓身上的每一根神經都更加的敏感
                                                                               
他沒辦法想像平時溫柔的M 竟然會這樣子的對待他

也從來沒想過一直以來的幻想世界竟然會變成了真實
                                                                               
而自己的身體竟然愛死了這樣的感覺
                                                                               
小穴就像是有一百萬隻的小蟲在裡面蠕動似的
                                                                               
感到無比的搔癢與空虛
                                                                               
全身上下被快感包圍著
                                                                               
偏偏這個時候,自己被綁著,什麼都不能做

只能掙扎的  哀求著   請求他趕緊滿足我...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           這時...M竟然停下了手上所有的動作
                                                                               
把早就已經爆著青筋的肉棒 放在小穴口

[以後...我就是你的主人....你就是我的寵物..只有我可以命令你!!你憑什麼命令我]
                                                                               
在這時還把乳頭夾拿出來夾住了小夜早就已經脹紅的乳頭 這是我最敏感的地方
                                                                           
  [求我上你...]他命令的說
                                                                            
我早就已經快要受不了

嘴裡呢喃著說....求求你...求求你...
                                                                               
卻卡在自尊心 話總是說不完全
                                                                             
 M 把跳蛋調到最大 [說....主人請你把你的肉棒給我]
                                                                            
 這時小夜已經顧不得什麼,只希望粗大溫暖的主人來充實自己的小穴
                                                                               
幾乎是哀求著求主人把大肉棒放進自己淫蕩的小穴裡
                                                                               
M 用力地把自己的肉棒擠進了的小穴裡
                                                                               
小穴因為屁眼裏面還有一支肛塞的再加上陰蒂不斷的高潮
                                                                               
小穴像是嘴巴一樣,不斷的一直收縮,就像要把肉棒吸進自己的
身體裡面一樣

乳頭  陰蒂  菊花  小穴   強烈且一波波的刺激
                                                                               
完全無法控制自己

手腳都被束縛住的我
                                                                               
只能高潮以後再高潮...
                                                                               
的到自己幻想已久   另一種的境界





人活在世界上何其幸運
                                                                                                                                                               
可以遇到一個愛你 你也愛他的人
                                                                                                                                                               
又何其幸運可以遇到一個
                                                                                                                                                               
你愛他   你是M      剛好 ~他是S 的      Mr. M
                                                                                          

我們兩個都是這個世界的新手

                                    一起探索這未知的世界